I began this blog because I felt like Alice in the rabbit hole. With no end in sight. I felt like the world had swallowed me whole and I was being shot around space, with no place to catch my bearings. Not physically, obviously. Emotionally. I am in a large, large city. With the anonymity that comes along with it. And while, I do enjoy that anonymity and the freedom it allows, when the darkness is threatening to swallow you whole anonymity is not such a good thing. It lets you crawl into the dark, disappear, without a blip registering on the screen on the city.
I began this blog because, like Alice, I was hoping to find something to anchor me a bit. A place to share my thoughts and confusion with a certain anonymity and the security that offers, while still being able to build something. Low and behold, I started this blog and the fog lifted, the gapping hole receded. I know it is not gone, but it has been pushed back into the recesses. And I am glad. I will, of course, still post here, just maybe less lonely than I thought. Thank you for listening.